• Many seasons passed us by
    Leaves changing from spring green, autumn fire red to nothingness
    Only frost remained
    Much like the feelings I had for you
    Floating like the first cloud in springtime
    Innocent and light
    Then as quick as lightening
    My feelings changed
    Molten lava erupting angrily from the volcano
    Burning with hate
    Burning with hate for what you had done to me
    And then you stand there like nothing happened
    Spoke to me like the words you uttered
    Never left your mouth in the first place
    Smiled without a care in the world
    And then you had the guts to look
    At me hurt when I tell you to go away
    Despite how you damaged me, I wanted to embrace you and comfort you
    Once happy and then angry, I'm empty and hollow
    Confused as to what to do
    Flying without a map
    I want to smack you, find out what went wrong with us
    Find out why you broke me in the first place
    When you seem like you never intended to
    And yet, I can't find myself to ask the question
    I found myself scared to find out and that I might scare you away again
    My heart and head at war with each other now
    My heart is whispering to me to forgive you and try to be friends again
    While my head is yelling about how much pain
    You caused me and how you left me alone and crushed
    You left the pieces for my family to clean up
    I had to fix myself and glue the pieces back together
    Although there were much that were missing
    My heart won the battle
    Though not without wounds to show
    When I saw you for the second time since our meeting
    My feelings were different from last
    I was strangely excited to see you
    Was it relief, peace or happiness at last
    I saw in your eyes when I smiled at you, you missed me
    When you pulled me into your warm embrace, all hardness in and around my heart melted
    When you took my hand in yours and danced with me
    I yelled to the high heavens
    When you laughed, I smiled
    The missing pieces came back together you hugged me for the thousandth time
    Just like the changing seasons