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I can't do this
Pretend anymore.
Act like everything is ok
When nothing is.
Like I don't hate you
Like you don't hate me.
We talk
We laugh
We kiss
We wish
We pretend
To love
Each other
And everyone else
Because that's what
They want
And nothing ever goes right.
I despise you now
I can't take it anymore
I say I love you
You say it to
But we both know
We don't
We never will
I'm done pretending
Just because
Everyone else
Wants us to be
Together forever
I put a smile on
When in public
But in private,
I lose it
I cry
I talk to myself
Trying to figure
This out
I wish upon a star
I pray to god
I ask for a way out
Without hurting you
I don't care
About you, you know?
But you're a nice guy
I used to like you
But I can't do this anymore
Nothing's working
I can't do this
I'm scared
I'm tired
The rope looks good
The knife
And the bridge
What do I choose?
Which way is the fastest?
I don't want to choke
I don't want the pain
I think I'll jump
To relieve myself of this pain.
Tell them I'm sorry
You're an awesome guy
But my heart can't take this
Late that night
I walk to the bridge
I get on the edge
Then you show up
You say you're sorry
For everything you did
You really care
About me that is
But I don't believe you
There's a camera in the car
You're looking good for the camera
I smile then blow a kiss
I jumped that night. Into the icy water. I didn't feel a thing. I saw you screaming. Maybe you really did care. But that doesn't matter. We can't undo our mistakes. And we can't wish someone back. Everyone faces these problems. Of wanting someone back. When you know they never will be there to hold you. Or love you. Or say everything's ok when it's not.
I watched for years
As you grew up
You married a girl
Had 3 kids
But you never smiled.
Not once.
You carried guilt.
And anguish
You wish I would
Of believed you
But you know I wouldn't
We all lose someone, at somepoint. But the question for you is, will you try to listen? Or will you wish, and wonder and pray to the stars, for that one person to come back. I know. I've been there. So have you. Don't wait for them. Go on. Live life and live life for them. Never take it for granted
Saw you in the light
We met
We talked
We lived with god
With our families
And we were finally happy
In our fantasy world
Our Happily. Ever. After.
- by Rose Blackburn |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 04/01/2010 |
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- Title: Losing Love, It Hurts The Most
- Artist: Rose Blackburn
- Description: We've all lost someone. Or lose them at some point. This is for all the people that have prayed and wished and hoped and never given up on the fact that they want them back. You're believers. But live life to it's fullest. And live it for those you've lost. Like they are right there with you.
- Date: 04/01/2010
- Tags: love
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Comments (3 Comments)
- A Ghost Of A Memory - 04/24/2010
- That's amazing...and deep. I've lost a few people... including myself...
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- XxForgotten Memory232xX - 04/02/2010
- Wow.......this is...........thi is just.....wow. 55555555555555555555555555555/5555555555555555555555555
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- mukie mini - 04/01/2010
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O.o *speechless* O.o
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