• I lay on my bed thinking about everything,
    I stare at the ceiling of my room as I’m lost in thought.
    I’m slowly falling asleep until I hear a knock on my door.
    I get up to open it and find my brother standing there with the phone in hand.
    He says you called once again…
    I take the phone and close the door as she walks away.
    I go to my bed and lay down on it once again…
    I wait a few minutes before dialing your number.
    I hear it ring over and over… but yet no answer…
    How strange… maybe it’s not really calling…
    I redial your number and wait as I hear the ringing again…
    But yet there is still nothing…
    What the hell??… it showed you just called….
    Why would you call and then not answer me…
    I throw the phone to the end of my bed,
    I look at it as questions pop into my head…
    I close my eyes to try and take away the thought of you…
    No use… you’re stuck to me like glue…
    I sign deeply wondering what to do…
    Minutes.. then hours pass by…
    And I’m still awake.. thinking of you..
    Why can’t I fall asleep??…
    The sun is already up and the phone is still at the end of my bed…
    You never called back… I wonder what’s wrong…
    Another day passes… and then another…
    Still no sign of you… I wonder where you are…
    I’m tempted to call you… but I don’t..
    Thinking that you probably wouldn’t want me to.
    It’s been a few weeks already and not a single phone call…
    I really need you right now… you don’t know how much…
    Things have been happening.. so many that I can’t take it anymore…
    I’ve decided to move out for a bit.. where?…
    I don’t know.. but soon I will find out...
    As I walk out the door with my bags in hand…
    I look back and see the faces that I’ve seen for so many years just stand there…
    They don’t wish me a farewell… they don’t even wish me to come back…
    I turn around and walk out the door…
    And just as I do..
    My brother comes running behind me with the phone in hand…
    Saying once again, that it’s you calling….