• sitting here, thinking
    this is a bad idea
    i'm a bad person
    so many people
    tell me they love me
    ask me out
    love me
    but i can't
    i can't love them back...
    not really
    not until
    i stop loving her
    i stop craving her attention
    i stop wanting her to see
    i stop thinking of her...

    sitting here, thinking
    i should stop it now
    but i don't
    not yet
    i'll wait
    i'll wait and see
    if this love wanes too
    if this love will go away
    if i'll just give up
    but i can't
    i can't stop
    i can't give up

    sitting here thinking
    thinking about her