• I'm and idiot
    I get so many chances
    so many great chances
    but I still throw them all away,
    all my friends,
    I throw them away
    I guess if i can't keep friends,
    I don't deserve them
    I don't like people so close
    not physicly
    not mentally
    I HATE IT,
    having somebody know
    my shames
    my fears
    everything
    I don't like it...
    it scares me...
    it scares me,
    if they know, they'll leave me
    if they know, they'll hate me
    if they know...
    like all my old friends,
    they'll leave me...