• im loving with open eyes
    i hate it
    i realize wat pain
    and suffering this life really is
    i close my eyes and all i see is you

    im lying on the ground knoked out
    the dcreams of u
    r the best
    only because you love me

    with opened eyes
    i realize that there is no happy ending for me
    im just a waste of an existance
    suicidal, high, and dead
    blood every where
    a blade in my wrist

    you must love me
    but only with ur eyes closed
    so you dont see the real me
    the true demon that i kill with
    for
    i
    am
    dead