• its just on sip
    or maybe a gulp
    but we get in the car
    my friends and I
    music blarring
    fast faster
    they are darring
    I press down
    I go as fast
    as the machine will let
    We do not care
    We are invincible
    Break they scream
    but
    I
    cannot!
    We are going to fast
    Crash! Glass! The smell of gass
    Black out....

    I look at the casket
    Tears do not fall
    The priest speaks
    But I do not cry
    I cannot find the tears
    No emotions
    I am numb
    I swear
    I will never drink again
    My fault
    Familar strangers
    pass me
    I swear i knew them once...
    Offering condolances
    When I want none
    The tears do not fall
    I am numb
    I wish it had been me