• Behind every lie i keep.
    Every emotion not known, little shown.
    Little wanting anymore.
    I don't want anymore.
    I need, what I need unknown, un-shown.
    Made progress, but little.
    Knowing this pain I keep.
    The dreams I sleep.
    Knowing that I don't want,
    I need, but can't get.
    I die inside every time.
    But making progress, one step forward but another back.
    I can't deal with this.
    Wish I wasn't it, wish I didn't have it.
    It's starting to leave, but hangs on.
    Keeping me in pain and suffering.
    But behind every lie I keep.
    Every emotion not known, not shown.
    Every dream I keep, in my sleep.
    And every thought,
    Holds me down again.