• Im afraid of
    Telling you the truth
    Or how i really feel
    Afraid of showing you
    The real me
    And giving you
    All of me
    Im afraid
    You wont understand
    Or take what i say
    The wrong way
    Afraid you wont
    Like me or love me
    Anymore
    And that
    When i give you everything
    You might just
    Take advantage of that
    In the wrong way
    Or that you might
    Take me for granite
    Expecting me to
    Act a certain way
    Even though
    Im feeling completly different
    I dont know if you really do
    But i dont know if you dont..
    Cuz everytime
    I open up to someone
    Something goes wrong
    Everytime
    I speak my mind
    And be honest
    Telling the truth
    Ive hurt so many people that way
    It would pain me so much
    If i did that to you as well
    It all scares me
    Im afraid of loving you
    Im not even sure
    If you really do trust me
    And love me as much as you say
    Or maybe
    Its just me
    Maybe i just dont know
    If i really trust you
    Therefore i dont know if you trust me
    Its hard for me to believe
    Someone really means it
    I do know i love you
    But proof
    Shouldnt be neccesary
    Im so pathetic

    By julianna Young