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how did everything
come to this
he's standing over there
watching me drown
and I'm not sure
if i can keep going on like this
i have no support
i keep on screaming
i keep on running
i keep on fighting
too many tears
too many dreams crumbled
too much of this
I'm not sure
how everything came down to this
but it did
does he hate me
does he hate the i breathe
the air that i do
does he want me dead
would that make him happy
i wish i don't care
what he thinks
but i just cant help it
you don't know what it takes
are you reaching
out to me
cus I'm reaching out to you
but in reality
maybe it's already to late
I'm getting use to the pain
don't try to understand later
it's not like you could
it just gets worse and worse
its already pretty bad now
and dint try later
i took the chance
paid the bill
and you think
to be where i am
just comes easy to me
well try again
I've been trying
since elementary school
i just happen to succeed
because i never gave up
and I'm still trying
I'm still in the game
tomorrow is a day away
today is today
it's here now
so worry about today now
and not later
keep on pushing
how did i know
it would never work
we threw it all away
and now it's nowhere to be found
where is that comfort
instead i sew my lips shut
and watch myself bleed
i keep getting pushed and pulled
and now I'm broken
so just get away
if it's going to be like this
it makes me sick
and i can hardly breathe
my heart beat stumbles
and my back bone crumbles
my pen and paper
the only one i can trust
that actually cares
i have these dreams
no nightmares
they wake me up
your in them
but your no help
cus your the killer
and there is no where
to run to
just like in reality
and i hope you know
i wont stop
until i reach that finish line
tomorrow just a day away
and everything could change
i feel as if
i was running in circles
and getting no where
i use to hurt myself
just to find my purpose
everything is so worthless
i don't deserve this
i see myself
writing on this paper
praying for a saver
so thoughtless
it feels as if i were killing myself
cus he is my everything
i would give it all
just to have him
in my arms again
cus its all that concerns me
its worth all that hurts me
i would give him my heart
and let him hold it
i would give him my soul
except for the fact
i already sold it
the day you walked away
i remember the skies
they all turned grey
i cant breathe
unless you breathe
wont bleed unless you bleed
cant be
unless you be
until i can actually sleep
until i stop getting sick
I'm so tired of the fighting
and all the drama
it's hard to say
everything will be OK
because to me
he was perfect
i saw his halo
even when nobody else did
when i caught his lie
it was so hard
and i was caught in you
I'm testified
I'll die to win
cus i was born to loose
i fall
and it's hard to try
i can never replace
those times we shared
or those i love yous
that were said
it's so hard to walk away
fire fly shine you light
in my dark world
that I'm in
don't know how much longer
i can go on like this
i have no support
i keep on screaming
i keep on running
i keep on fighting
- by luv4eva189 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 11/28/2009 |
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- Title: how did this happen
- Artist: luv4eva189
- Description: this is a poem about my confussion & heartbreak it was right after my ex (my 1st love) broke up with me i just diditn get it the night b4 he told me that he loved me n was going to marry me some day the next day he send me 2 my knees in tears cus he ended it all
- Date: 11/28/2009
- Tags: happen
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- xXLeiko_TsukikoXx - 11/30/2009
- hmm this reminds my of my friend, shes head overheals over this guy and she oblivious to the evil around him and in him
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