Senses (Exstacy)

• Artist: SeibetsuKoneko
• Description: I was upset after my close friend and ex-bf had said he cut himself and it was my fault. I decided to vent a bit before cutting myself. This was the night mind you, that i went to the hospital for cutting, and got put on medication.
• Date: 11/14/2009
• Tags: senses exstacy

See these,
They're from you,
From the pain you caused,
I'm sorry,
I hurt myself to escape this,
B-burning sleepless agony,
These are the things,
We learn to march through,
Up and down,
Over and over again,
Trust your instincts to pull you through,
Through it all...

Can you feel this?
My hearts beat beat beating its way out of my chest,
Can you hear it?
Thud thud thudding your name away,
Can you see this?
Drip drip dripping down your chest,
Can you taste this?
My lips push push pushing up against yours,
Can you smell it?
The exstacy sway sway swaying around you,
Can you sense this?
All around you blow blow blowing you away....

Don't you understand?
Can't you tell...
By the way I'm tug tug tugging on your clothes.
Misery pull pull pulling me away,
Don't you know?
Can't you watch...
Me crawl crawl crawling to you,
Faith drag drag dragging me on,
I keep go go going,
On and on for you...

Can you feel this?
My hearts beat beat beating its way out of my chest,
Can you hear it?
Thud thud thudding your name away,
Can you see this?
Drip drip dripping down your chest,
Can you taste this?
My lips push push pushing up against yours,
Can you smell it?
The exstacy sway sway swaying around you,
Can you sense this?
All around you blow blow blowing you away....

Can you sense this?
Smiles pull pull pulling at your mouth,
Your burn burn burning away,
Can't you hear it all?
Thud thud thudding my name,
Can't you feel them?
Slip slip slipping down your legs,
Can you smell this?
Blow blow blowing this exstacy around me.

Don't you know?
I love love love you,
Do you love love love me too?
Smiles are all gone gone gone away now,
You don't need my beat beat beating heart,
Like I need your sigh sigh sighing love,
~whispers~ Goodbye.

Comments

[Araya_Sunshine_Luvz_ya]

beyond what others dare to say: the truth in how you felt then, the darkness he put you through, and the burning felling of self rage, as you let yourself believe that it was truely your fault. To even a score with him, you tear yourself to pieces, first inside, then you try it on the surface. Were gloom once was, find light. It's over, you can let yourself live, because if you can let another's pain effect you so, you have a kind heart indeed.

[Systan]

Yeah i agree with mad_chad16

[Ma Kazuko]

Gloomy. and Interesting 4/5

[mad_chad16]

I really love how your poem expresses your longing ... like a fading echo! o^^o