• Robotic


    I Realize now what I’ve become, someone no longer among the living.
    I may seem alive and act just like you but that is only the surface.
    In truth I have become more like a human shaped machine.
    I can smile, I can laugh but my actions never reach inside.
    These little acts happen normally, they are robotic.
    I smile because that the right thing to do in that kind of situation.
    I laugh because what I have seen or heard is supposed to be funny.
    I am robotic on automatic.
    I’ve been programmed with responses since I was born.
    Through day to day life in the past, when I still felt.
    But now it’s all different my programming is coming into effect, my automatic switch set.
    I take care of my basic needs, interact like I should all the while not being fully present.
    It’s kind of interesting to me that this is how I am now.
    A machine, robotic.