• Why is it that I can’t stand this feeling anymore?
    It’s so far beyond my control
    After holding it back for so long
    It’s finally consumed me whole
    I want more than you can give
    Why does it always turn out like this?
    More liquid than substance
    My heart is drowning in hunger
    Screams that pierce the rain
    Shattering everything silent
    Filling the void inside this aching body
    How can you look at me like that?
    Like I’m some stranger
    Come to bear your soul away
    Your clear blue eyes were never so beautiful
    Than in that one moment
    When I became something else
    Something other than your little angel
    Ah, but I’ve dirtied you
    You’re just too delicious
    And I’m too selfish
    In my arms you became someone else
    With a different voice that says different things
    It scares me
    What have I done?
    You were perfect and pure
    Now nothing else matters
    We’ve fallen over the edge into a crimson nightmare
    No one told me I’d split in two
    That I could do such sinful things
    No one told me other people were so delicate
    So easy to crack
    To see inside, straight through to the core
    It’s so brilliant I can never be satisfied with what I get
    You understand me better than anyone else right?
    Than you should know
    How this feels