• Why am I doing this?
    I know it's wrong, but I just can't stop
    I get mad enough and I can't control myself
    It's never as bad as the first time
    Why am I such an idiot?
    Am I desperate for attention?
    Do I feel neglected?
    Or Do I think this is cool, that it's the hottest trend?
    Would my case even be put under that classification?
    I hope not
    But then again, I do have the same intention
    Only two people know, well almost three, but I know they would never tell
    I don't talk to them enough for them to really care
    It was late at night when I told them, so maybe they don't remember
    I'm going to have to take action myself
    I can't keep doing this
    It won't be too long before people start putting the pieces together
    I have to stop this NOW