Anti existence

• Artist: paper vanhite
• Description: there's always a shadow lurking in the light
• Date: 09/16/2009
• Tags: anti exitence

the man within my thoughts is more of a threat to me than i thought

i lose control over all my senses as he takes over and uses me as it sees fit

his cold, unwanted fingers touch my body

they trail cold fire within their wake

i feel his breath as those unwanted words reach my ears

he forces me to listen as i try to shut him out

he makes me do things i would otherwise find completely crazy

but i can't stop him because my body is within his shackles

how can i win against my anti existence?

how can i win against myself?

no matter how hard i try, his maliciousness returns from deep within me

i can never be rid of him and i could never accept him

how could i love someone that only hates and destroys?

why would i love something that makes me terrible?

he's draining my life and i'm losing time quickly

he's growing more and more and i'm fading away slowly

my existence will soon fade away

i see it in my... no, in his eyes

Comments

[Zuhukanah]

WARNING: Reading inexperienced Gaian's comments may lead to exploding heads from exposure to ignorance, such as the one below me.
Anyways, this is a good poem, does this person actually exist or is he an internal conflict? I guess the last line should explain that it's internal, but I just want to make sure. I like this poem, you should read some of my songs some time, I post them in the arenas

[thatoneguyfromthatonetime]

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