• You Don't see me Cry
    You Don't see my pain
    My tears which stream down
    Only in rain

    I know you tried
    As you could
    To Break through my shell
    But noone would

    I shield myself from the world
    Fighting emotions
    That filter, unfurled.

    I cry for loss
    I cry for day
    I stay the tears and make myself pay

    Filthy red lines,
    Across my wrist
    The Cuts may be deep
    But I don't feel at risk.

    I wince from your screams
    Your pleading tones
    I stay my voice
    I hold My bones

    You tell me to stop
    To Live my life free
    Without the demons
    I've made to plague me

    You say I'm lost
    In a sea of doubt
    I really don't care
    What you're talking about

    You don't know what I feel
    Don't know what you say
    Hurts me more
    Makes me feel this way

    And how could you?
    With all the words that I speak
    It's never of feelings
    I keep those unleaked.

    I Promised myself
    I wouldn't shed a tear
    Or even share a thought
    With another eager ear

    Betrayed once,
    Betrayed again
    I trust noone now
    The Shadows offend

    I still feel the hurt
    That I know so well
    After all these years
    It's just living Hell.

    So I'll nod and say
    That I'll stop the Slits
    The red that bleeds over my wrists

    A Smile so fake
    It seems a mask
    I'll tell you I'm fine
    I'll bear this task

    With the lies that I tell
    How can I expect you to Know?
    I lie everyday, most effortlessly
    And the worst part of all?
    From the lies, I can't flee.