• Clashes

    When the rain falls it's because I'm afraid
    At night I'm alone this time, and it's like I'm being eaten alive
    They say 'don't give up' in voices that are so defeated
    It's automatic, and I can't win this one
    It's not gray when I move into a fantasy,
    No it's much, much darker


    I wish these memories would be drowned out by rushing water
    calling for help that's never gonna come
    Reaching for a hand that was never there
    It's not gray in this world
    When the world is shining it's much, much darker


    It's funny how we see just what we want
    Never what we need
    And it never occurred to you
    I hate the way we forget time and pretend we're okay
    This technicolor dream is long faded and gone
    and I've realized the frays


    Symbolically I'm not yin or yang
    I don't fit in anywhere
    Not with the clouds and stars
    Running around my words because I'm afraid
    It's not like I'm okay
    I just can't handle the tears
    Maybe it's because I'm drowning
    And maybe I just don't care


    It's funny how we see just what we want
    Never what we need
    And it never occurred to you
    I hate the way we forget time and pretend we're okay
    This technicolor dream is long faded and gone
    And I've just realized the frays