• why is it im losing my mind
    Im searching but i cannot find...
    My way, on this accursed line
    the line that is my path
    The line that is my course
    Im losing everyone, One by one
    After each groan i can hear the screams
    The screams that haunt my dreams,
    The ones that seem, like everywhere i go,
    I can still hear, I still fear, But even after all these years
    Im still here, but ive done nothing but cry these tears of blood
    they flood my sight, and prevent me from moving
    its like im stuck in the mud, but im sinking
    It must be quicksand, Once u stop u start to fall
    I need someone to give me a hand, Before i lose it all
    So i try to call for help, Only to find my world melt
    My head finally goes under, My arm still reaching
    then i hear footsteps like thunder, And the ones i was seeking
    grabs my hand and pulls me right outta of the sand
    Then i apologize for being weak, And ill try to push my self
    until i reach my peak, until i reach my limit,
    i need to stay committed to my goals, before i lose it all
    but its thoughts like thsese, that make me lose my mind