• Did you try to make me feel so down and upset?
    Well I cried every time you'd take out a cigarette.
    You'd never hurt the ones you love,but you'd always hurt yourself
    I know you didn't mean it,but I'd sometimes hurt myself....

    Every time I saw you sad,I'd cry myself to sleep
    And every time I'd see you mad I'd always cut too deep...
    Every time I saw you hurt I'd feel your pain inside
    And when I saw you look so crushed I'd think of suicide.

    They always said we looked so good,and maybe they were right,
    But this was all before I knew of what you did that night.
    When I found out I couldn't believe, I thought it was a lie,
    But true or not it cut me deep and so we said goodbye.

    I left your side,right there and then as tears ran down my face,
    As i was drained of happiness that could not be replaced...
    I ran straight home,I fell to the ground,i cried and choked and screamed,
    I wanted this to all be fake,to only have been dreamed...

    For days and nights i walked in shadow,darkness,hate and shame,
    Because I knew from then that nothing could ever be the same.
    I was broken,I was bare,I was cold lost and alone,
    My perfect little life was now worse than I'd ever known.

    After all was said and done,and knowledge was exchanged,
    After I knew that you were you,not cruel,unkind or deranged,
    I couldn't bare to go back there, I couldn't just say 'yes',
    I love you once,but now no more,and now you've heard me confess.