• Slowly

    I heard the whisper of reality
    As it slipped away from me
    I heard the voices of insanity calling
    So now, deeper and deeper, I am falling
    Falling slowly
    The pain is now becoming too great
    And I feel as if I am always too late
    So I huddle in the corner, tired of fighting
    And all I do is continue hiding
    Hiding slowly
    Now everything I do
    Is becoming untrue
    Now I’m done trying
    Tired of lying
    Lying slowly
    Every word you say
    Is a like a new way
    To kick me where I lie
    And all I can do is cry
    Crying slowly
    I finally feel like I’m about to crack
    And I can no longer keep track
    Of how much I’ve faked
    So I just collapse and start to break
    Breaking slowly
    I’m starting to slice open myself
    And I am too far beyond help
    Out of my wounds, pour crimson pain and need
    And I just continue to bleed
    Bleeding slowly
    My body is starting to expire
    And I begin to tire
    Of sitting here and denying
    The truth that I am dying
    Dying slowly
    I will stop pretending
    And I will stop defending
    My endless thoughts of suicide
    For I have already tried
    Killing myself slowly