• Like a bloody page of my life
    that your names been scribbled on.
    Blurred with my tears every night
    when I remember that your gone.
    I can't eat, I can't sleep
    this painful memories on repeat.

    Who were you to decide?
    To die instead of me.

    I would have never asked you too
    but a friend would not ask why.
    Couldn't even say “Goodbye” to you,
    as you were shot before my eyes.
    I can't breath, it hurts to deep
    “You were better then me!” I weep.

    Who were you to decide?
    To die instead of me.

    We've know each other since forever
    you were always by my side.
    Sometimes the annoying older brother
    fixing problems I tried to hide.
    I can't think, I can't speak
    this painful memories on repeat.

    Who were you to decide?
    To die instead of me.

    Can't even catch your murders,
    the ones who pulled the gun on you.
    Saying “she can die or you can,”
    a sick game to make you choose.
    I can't eat, I can't sleep
    “I should have died not you,” I weep.

    Who were you to decide?
    To die instead of me.

    I would have never asked you too,
    but a friend would not ask why.
    When you told them to just kill you
    and you were shot before my eyes.
    I can't breath, it hurts to deep
    would scream your name but I can't speak.

    Who were you too decide,
    that the one living should be me.

    R.I.P Alexander