• Watchind and learning as we go
    His hand slides behind me
    Oh, what nobody ever has to know
    He will never let me be

    He tells me it's fine
    He swears it's okay
    When he wraps his arms around me from behind
    He tells me he needs me everyday

    He kisses and holds me in his arms
    Touches and feels
    He has never done me any harm
    He says it's better when I kneel

    His fingers are gentle as they glide up my shirt
    He tells me not to move
    I know this will never hurt
    This is a game I will never lose

    My body aches his touch
    He says that's okay
    Him inside me will never be enough
    When I want him there are no words I could ever say

    His hands rip my legs apart
    His jeans are already off
    He's being rough, tearing at my heart
    And I still don't want him to stop

    I'm laying naked under him
    I'm trying not to cry
    I've never told a sin
    Yet I'm bleeding on the inside

    He still pounds inside me
    My love will never be enough
    I will never bring myself to plea
    This is the first time, he's ever been rough

    He is still pushing and shoving
    And I'm bleeding and broken
    He is the one I want to give all my loving
    He never wants me to give in

    I gave him myself this very night
    He's only feeling before we begin
    He tell's me to leave on the light
    This will be my first sin

    My clothes are on the floor
    He's laying on the bed
    He's whispering for more
    I do as he said

    I feel him thrust
    I feel him move
    I give him my trust
    I have nothing to lose

    His body is hot and the noises from his mouth
    Are filling up the room
    And they're nothing I've been taught
    My body is spilling, wanting this to be over soon

    He is pumping hard
    And I feel the rip
    My life is scarred
    He is biting my lip

    He tells me to push back
    And I do my best
    My body is hurting from experience I lack
    I give in, and let him do the rest

    By the time he's done
    I'm helpless, and bleeding
    I can't find my legs and there is no place to run
    This is my story, thank you for reading