• Truer now then ever befor,
    When he walks through the door,
    My heart speeds up,
    But my eyes fill up,
    Unshead tears,
    that will remain so for years,
    He will never know,
    It will always be so,
    I love him so much,
    I try to keep it hush hush,
    But he still knows,
    Or he thinks he dose,
    No one could ever understand,
    The pain I feel,
    Not until they feel it themselfs,
    10 times over,
    It would kill anyone,
    So why am I still here?