• i get inspired by you
    but i cant write about this small fling i have with you
    remmebering turns my heart black and brings the sorrow of old loves
    that have destroyed that ability to be loved that i had once up a time had
    but now and then i get this need to be loved
    and no one can fill it because i am a weird thing to love
    you dont understand how complex i am neither i understand you
    therefore only farewell will make me forget all this feelings
    i once had for you

    love destiny tears us apart and the only thing i can do is
    watch you from my small boat made of dreams and hopes
    if we are destined to be together we shall meet
    it is left to the hands of destiny my love
    he will decide if you will keep on hurting me or other person will
    anyways you must know that if yòu ever change your mind
    i will be here waiting for your decision to be told
    and leave who ever is torturing me in that moment
    for your old torture which i have find pleasant lately

    it inspires me like you do
    but eventally ill stop seeing you i can tell that is what you want
    hey its not my fault that i cant play with other peoples feelings
    and u can...
    i want to tell you so much things you dont know i feel but its ok
    its better that way