Animal I Have Become

• Artist: 290DarkStars
• Description: I broak a girls heart,
  And i wont forgive myself for doing that to an innocent soul.
  Here is what I feel.
  It never leavs,
  its a rightful punishment for what ive done
  
• Date: 03/17/2009
• Tags: animal have become

I made a girl cry,
I'm a b*stard, that doesn't deserve to live.
I remember the day we met,
to her, my love I give.

Then I ripped it from her hands,
she wallows, crying in pain.
What have I done,
I must be insane.

I broke her heart,
I deserve no love.
I already know,
the most I deserve is a shove.

Who am I,
that I punished this girl.
I make myself sick,
at my own sight I hurl.

I run to the bathroom,
I look in a mirror, seeing a young boy.
I shatter the mirror with my fist and yell,
"You b*stard! You became the monster that you wanted to destroy!"

I know I deserve no sympathy,
all I deserve is death.
Today, I hang myself,
in attempt to quench my breath.

I broke her heart,
I took something that I can't give back.
I now know that I deserve death,
because a heart is what I lack.

I don't deserve any sympathy,
only to be kicked while I'm down.
I want to kill the man that did this to her,
in my own condemnation I drown.

I am an animal,
one that you should damn.
As my dying act, I will do one right thing,
I will exterminate this pest that I am.

Comments

[1so_so11rry_ari11]

again another great poem... but dont beat your self over her fragile heart... it was going to happen this is just how it goes.... but really don't beat yourself over a heart that was to fragile and she latched onto you, and i guess to much... she was just to dependent and when u left her she didn't know what to do... so just don't worry okay -hugs you tightly-

[carlinie-the lezzy]

wow i'm sure she has forgiven you and has moved on so don't do anything that will hurt her more cause if she realy loved you and she hears that you did something to yourself she'l be way more hurt then when you broke up with her trust me i know.

[ElStupido]

if i were that girl, i would forgive you. your poem is very sincere and very touching

[emeraldpuppy9]

this is rly good...
dont feel too bad, she'll get over it sooner or later
and you cant be that bad a guy to knowing wat u did and feeling so guilty abt it
im sure she'll forgive u =]
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come check out mine too?

[darksangel34]

awwwwwww onlyt a realally nice guy could right something like that!!!

[Daddy Got This Account]

well, first of all, thanks for all your comments, and second, that girl, and me speaking for myself, that girl will move on, just like i did. it might take a while, but she will. and repentance, will be enough, when you learn to forgive yourself first. thats the way repentance works. 5/5

[Mundane Music Maniac]

who's heart did u break?