• As I sit here, and think of what to write
    I remind my self of wrong and right.
    Know this, I want to make you see
    The multiple sides of me.
    I cannot do that without the lies
    And here I sit, desperate of my tries
    To say it true, to say it right.
    The Dark, verses the Light

    No one knows what has happened
    So many pillows I have dampened.
    I cried myself to sleep each day
    Laying there trying to pray.
    None of my friends knew
    They do love me, this is true.

    I have broken free of my chains
    I still carry the hurt, the pains.
    I have trouble now and then
    But I am no longer in a pen.
    I can do what I like
    I sometimes still fight
    Those who wish to help me
    Are the ones who love me.

    I love myself with all my heart
    I don't want a new start
    I am proud of the scars I was left
    To show off and prove I passed Life's test.

    I am here, I survived
    I no longer need to hide.