• in my mind i wish i die so the pain that was dealt too me wold vanish and never come back but noing if i did it my self i go to only more pain but cant excape from the tearings of my heart it cant fully heal and never will no matter wat i do but now that im am doomed to die do to sum sickness no 1 can fix nor no wat it is i fight every to rember wat i foght all these year i still fight to these protecting the poeple i love the 1z i grow to oner as my own blood now i fond a way out and there may be no way too stay so die in side a millinon time thing wat am i going to when i fight to the death the people i swor to my self i never let go to make safe will parish cuz of wat i going to do i have no control over it but i still fight to save them i thot i was nothing cuz i was told so and broken down to nothing curse as the undead feel in there old decayed hearts and there mind so far gone u think they werent smart at all but i meet sum who fixed it all with 1 good feeling that filled me with so much happniss the darkness broke out and ran scared as if it was to much 4 it to live together but if now i feel pain cuz she not here rite this second but i savive a day or so even i no im still mite die i fight to make her happy as well as protect her and every 1 i care about the problem is i care to much but u never can can u bye hoped u liked it yes i missed spelled words srry not good at it well bye then