• I always come across such intimate desire
    of being with someone someone I love for so long
    But I can only rely on my dreams at night
    praying that I could be with that someone
    even in the slightest reality

    In most of the sunny days
    I can see you in some other people's face
    while in rainy days
    raindrops from my window glass forms a name of you
    A coffee mug of mine falls, breaks, and scatters
    made me reminisce the day that you broke my heart
    Keeping myself busy
    doing work all day, accidentally I cut my finger with a blade
    reminded me the time of the promise I made
    As I paint my way out of sadness
    random brush strokes seems to pull me away from abstraction
    and in to a realistic memory of you once again

    For all I know, this signs would haunt me over and over
    if I cant take it, then I would just bare with it