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I was searching through the emails of someone I don't know
and wondering to myself how well this would go
with every word and every phrase on my computer screen
I saw people places and things I'd never seen
It was a strange sort of feeling to sneak at a person's life
I sifted through their history and perused their happiness and strife
It wasn't long before I got to the present day
and saw the journey that they had gone through
as I looked behind to see what was left
I knew I had to do something about all the mess
So I hit the delete button and just like that
every person place and thing I had seen wasn't part of my past
I'm deleting my past
I mean how long can it last
I can't believe myself as I
erase every trace of my
short history
It's so unnerving to see where I came from
that I no longer wanted to know where I'd begun
So as nostalgia was replaced with anger and fear
I'd put in my e-trash bin all trace of yesteryear
No longer had I lied about who I was at all
No longer had I seen myself only 3 inches tall
As my digital soul descended on a place of no return
I prayed that it did not ever want to come back
It's gone it's gone it's gone it's gone
and it won't ever return
it's gone it's gone it's gone it's gone
and finally I've learned
I'm deleting my past
I mean how long can it last
I can't believe myself as I
erase every trace of my
short history
I'm erasing past sins and saving grace
I'm deleting all trace of myself from this place
No longer can I feel bad of what I once was
For all that's left of me is a recipe because
god i loved those chocolate cookies of a party I hadn't gone to.
It's gone it's gone it's gone it's gone
and it won't ever return
it's gone it's gone it's gone it's gone
and finally I've learned
I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone
at least my bad side
I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone
I made no mistakes while I was alive
I'm deleting my past
I mean how long can it last
I can't believe myself as I
erase every trace of my
short history
I'm erasing my past sins
I'm saving my grace
I'm deleting all trace of
my evil from this place
- by MasterEverwaking |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/20/2009 |
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- Title: Deleting My Past
- Artist: MasterEverwaking
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Description:
Orwellian.
Wee.
Big word. - Date: 02/20/2009
- Tags: deleting past
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Comments (2 Comments)
- philips_girl88 - 02/21/2009
- I love how this piece shows all your emotion. It is deep and profound. I like it in other words.
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- Vilessie - 02/20/2009
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