• life is crazy, things always get in the way and we always feel olne every single day. i always wonder if i will be miserablewhen i am 32. when im 18, i cant wait to move out. its 5 years since my last dream came true,so i am starting to doubt that all my dreams are just aimless stares. i always look in a place that isn't there. i always wish i was never alone in this wasted world every single day. i have know one to cheer me up when i am sad, know one cares a bout my feelings. every body thinks that i am disgusting, and thinks im a nobody. i want to change, no one loves me, and i mean no one, they all hate me.i never want to be alone in this wasted life.