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In place of filth and space of shame
lies a woman in a grave
she calls me daily, she calls my nightly
"Come over! Here, come for me."
And in my selfish wickedness
I betray the woman in the dress
and hide within a grave with whores
In mind and spirit, and in core.
I've betrayed you for now's sweet kiss
Its left bitter taste and my mouth hiss
Your purity unshared, how I've missed!
My eyes flash out a thousand faces
Without any names or places
They bear a part of my being
And I have become nothing.
To you I have sinned against
To stab innocence as a child
My eyes will never cease to depict
The pleasures apart from you
That which I consider my torment.
To my body I have sinned against
To mar and rot my bones
I sleep with death herself
I enter her and she grasps
Scarring me 'til life begins.
To You, God, I have sinned against
To rend the heart of My Father
I stand unable, withering in shame
as You've seen the thousand whores
I've defiled You, my love, and myself.
I am a shame among men,
A fool to heed her again, again!
I am foulest among foul, cannot be taught
The mire I've wallowed, the sin I've wrought.
I grow ill of myself, I vomit it all
My hands are beginning to curl and fall
Upon death's milky-knit throat
Her robes fall from me to a different coat.
She struggles and snarls at my ceaseless battle
'Til I hear her lungs 'gin to rattle
And last came her final, noxious breath
I am going to meet the right way, the wrong in death
As I calmly spoke the word, "Repent."
- by Hollister Holocaust |
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- | Submitted on 02/17/2009 |
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- Title: A Thousand Apologies
- Artist: Hollister Holocaust
- Description: A Thousand Apologies
- Date: 02/17/2009
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- Okamisama101 - 06/19/2010
- .....WOW..... thats deep dude, but its very good. this poem deserves a 5/5.
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