• Why is everything changing?
    It was so perfect, not so long ago.
    Things are changing, i am getting older,
    All the young, fun times are over,
    Now everything is going wrong,
    no, not wrong,
    Going on, my life is moving on,
    Faster than i ever thought possible...

    I cannot, i will not, live in the past,
    But when the past was the only time i was happy,
    Is it not better to live in it?
    Although my good life has now ended ,
    And i have been thrown into the deep end of life,
    To fend for myself,
    I still have memories..
    But even they are escaping me,
    I don't want them too, but i must let them go,
    If i want to go on with my life...

    Nothing will ever be the same,
    The good times are gone,
    The harder ones beginning,
    It has never been more clear to me, than it is at this moment,
    You don't know what you have got.... until you have lost it all...