• Sweat pouring down my face.
    My sides ache.
    Running so hard,
    To escape cruel fate.
    I don't want it to be this way.
    But to you I'm just a game to play.
    You won't spare me.
    Won't save me.
    You torture and kill me.
    And then time takes over.
    Making me wish I was dead.
    Making me writhe in pain.
    But it's all in my head.
    I don't love you.
    I don't want you.
    You're a fighter.
    But I'm no lover.
    And we've shared our days,
    Unwillingly so we hate each other.
    I want to be dead
    By the time you're done with me.
    But I'm not.
    I keep living.
    And back you always come for me.
    I hate living this way.
    Having to run and scream and hide.
    Just to stay away from you.
    But I have just lied.
    I don't love you.
    But I love the abuse.
    And you don't love me.
    You just like my screams and pleas.
    I don't want to leave you.
    I refuse to go.