• i wish you know what you did
    you didn't care, so there I hid
    floated away, above myself
    I don't think you could feel my fear.
    what did you do? you ripped and teared
    Though at the same time, you said there was nothing to be feared

    when you were the monster, with negative respect
    you didn't care for me, you just wanted a peck
    you wanted what I was to scared to say, how
    How do i take her out?
    For there was no way, do you see
    I felt, like a fuzzy tv.

    Until nothing, nothing you feel
    because everything you feel, is not real
    That is what I'd done, it wasn't an easy one
    when she touched me, I felt her nothingness (like black electricity)

    I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say.
    I wanted to die that day.

    Though i had a strange thing happen
    as if i was very tall
    I was above myself, I somehow knew I would not fall.
    The room was around me, but my body was somewhere else
    I can't explain it to myself.
    ~
    I wish someday, that I can tell you, how I feel about you,
    How much you hurt me
    How much I KNOW you're not who you try to be.
    just wait and see.
    because you, mean nothing to me.