• Deep within your recessional mind
    Your Dilaudid eyes roll back
    Searching for something
    That consumes your vision
    Never comprehending
    You locomote through its existence
    With every breathless footfall

    Ignorant and delusional
    You struggle to move through occupied space
    Running incessantly
    In the same old steps
    Caught in a stand-still
    And excavating an increasingly esoteric wound
    In your mother's vegetated skin

    Continue digging yourself deeper
    As the dirt keeps falling down
    Blinding your eyes
    Deafening your ears
    Clogging your nose
    And inundating your mouth
    To the point of asphyxiation

    Drowning in your own mistakes
    With nowhere to go but down
    From the first inebriated step
    This course was set to "suicide"
    Unable to exhale the condemnation
    You try to swallow it whole
    But brave deglutition isn't enough

    The hovel you built
    That became your home
    Is now your sepulcher
    For in the end
    You choked to death
    On the filth you, yourself
    Shoveled down your throat