• Racing, rushing
    Out of control
    No time to fix mistakes
    But all the time to make them
    Pressure
    Like the thumb of reality
    Pressing into your chest
    Choking out the life
    Imagine
    Words drop out
    Burning, scalding
    Rendering flesh faceless
    Without identity
    A new slate
    It happens so fast
    A flash
    And then it's over
    Hard to say what happened
    It slips through your fingers
    It slips through your mind
    There are no words to describe it
    That flash of insanity
    It starts small
    A word, a thought
    And ricochets off the walls of your mind
    Snowballing, rolling faster and faster
    Gathering emotions, and people
    And hatred
    Fiery, intense, hot hatred
    Until it just