• Life aint always a dream
    people aint always as nice as they seem
    they can push you away
    or hold you tight
    but it doesnt help when you're alone all night

    you get picked on for life
    for just one stupid thing
    your weight, your looks, your music, your dreams
    life just aint always as good as it seems

    (chorus)
    Life aint always Good
    Life aint always Great
    but it all gets better if you try
    sometimes it seems you just wanna die
    (end of chorus)

    One dark night, i was watchin tv
    my parents came in, they looked at me
    they stood both together, no words in the room
    and told how they would be apart
    my happiness was doomed

    i wanted to scream
    i wanted to shout
    nothing would help
    i had to break out

    the next sunny day, i took a blade from my bag
    cut my wrists, like some blood drenched hag
    it didnt really help but it felt so good
    then the girl of my dreams, there she stood

    After three long weeks, i finally spoke
    i asked her out, she just said no
    she tore me right down, my heart on the gorund
    took that blade again, carved her name in my arm
    it took me that long, jutst to return to calm

    (chorus)

    after her name scarred me i realised the truth
    my love for her was to great to be good
    i want her to be happy, to be understood

    And so i moved on, and found a true friend
    she stopped me from cutting, prolonging my end
    i felt so happy, she had helped me so much
    and all that it took was that one tender touch

    I looked at her eyes, no words to be found
    my life had just risen, lifted form the ground
    Music has kept me alive, with the help of my friends
    just dont ever believe, that one problem is your end

    (chorus)

    I really just wish that life cut me a break
    like a bad movie, one last take
    i want to live, i want to survive
    sadly i feel, by my own hand i will die

    To really be honest, i dont know why
    im writing this down, only wanting to die
    I dont wanna hurt her, the girl that i like
    coz if i hurt her, it would kill me inside

    She thinks its not her, she just has no clue
    but if you are hearing this emma, this song's for you
    i wanted to tell you, the sadness i feel
    i just couldnt find the words to explain it for real

    Because life never treated me well
    i always got knocked down
    not since i knew you though
    life's turned around..