• i hate her
    and i dont want to be her friend
    shes gone too far
    to change things
    "too late to atone"
    she did the unthinkable
    and now i cant stop thinking about it
    everyone else will think its mean
    that im the one in the wrong and mabe there right
    but mabe there not
    mabe i should have never gone her way
    i should have led my own life with my kind without her near
    im better off on my own without the sound of the things i hate
    without the sound of her beating heart
    the heart that a part of me wants to stop forever more
    i used to want to care without the hate i hold
    now i want the hate to take over
    care has lost all meaning for me to her
    she ruined everything i once had
    the peace i once lived within
    the kindness i once held within
    the joy i once breathed
    without worry of
    how long it would take for me too die
    i hate it with all my fibre
    i no longer call it friend
    i simply call it b***h
    one day i may regret this
    but for now this is what i will do and where i will be