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Traveling down one path finding myself trapped within a powerful force
Life I once knew is long gone and bringing my mind to its demise
Having lost many things in life due to mistakes I make having myself in remorse
Shards of my heart has made me insane and turn into something i despise...
I need to find out what F'd up my life, and how it got this way?
I can't love the same I used to and mess up thinking with my mind rather than heart
So many things out there that makes love drift and fall apart
My shame is expressed in water that fall on the ground
My shame makes its whines and heart beats so hard u can hear the sound
I am not the same I used to be this new identity is driving me insane...
The thing I believe in is destiny as I approach it day by day time after time has paused
My dreams and visions are not responding and is making me commit another sin
Lookin back and remembering all the trouble I have caused
I got nothing that moves and guides me no more is the feeling within
I had it all the power to look into the future and now it's gone...
Many best friends have left my side but only few are on my side
The rest judge me continuously it hurts my feelings inside
I got nothing left not even what every man must have is pride
I will continue to try to find the road to destiny all I need is a ride
I want to do better and not mess up I wanna dream once again...
- Title: How my life got...
- Artist: LunarLeon
- Description: So far how i feel...
- Date: 11/21/2008
- Tags: lifescrewedup
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Comments (1 Comments)
- Ol Bitey Boots - 03/04/2009
- By ride I suppose you mean someone to help you find the way? Or maybe just some encouragement? A person can always start over. Even if others don't acknowledge the fact that a person has changed themselves we can ALL start over. Destiny may be real but even it does not operate without decision. If you want to be your old self then forgive yourself for your past. If you can't do that then you will remain the same. Idk what you've done, but this is my advice to you.
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