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I knew a pretty girl
Who couldn’t see her own face,
the magnitude of her grace,
or, perhaps she didn’t want to,
But the boys did.
I knew a pretty girl
Who had a mirror that lied.
It choked and it spat out
just what she despised:
The noise.
The screech.
The howl
of intolerable imperfection.
Not worthy of love,
She had no face.
The boys saw that, too.
The emptiness of her eyes
simply reflected the lips that
grasped her neck.
The anonymous hands
at her hips
Drove her train of thought to a wreck.
Derailed.
I knew a pretty girl
Who drank poison
and told herself it was water
And she would grow tall,
Break free-
Not be chained to the wall.
The boys watched her fall.
Images of faces
taped to the ceiling,
covering the wall
Sent her mind reeling
as she lied, sprawled
upon the floor-
A lamb to the slaughter.
They came one by one
and swallowed her.
I knew a pretty girl,
but a portion of her died
with every boy she pushed inside.
And soon she was emptied.
Some saw eyes that gleamed;
I saw past, into chasms
devoid of dreams,
save but one:
The tighter her skin
grasped her bones,
the closer she grew to being
good enough.
Worthy of love.
With every purge, she would empty herself
a little more.
Now shallow,
soon hollow
Perhaps that was what
she was aiming for.
She was digging to her core.
I knew a pretty girl
who thought she’d found love.
Her heart was too calloused;
she couldn’t tell the difference.
Those three words
that should mean the world
meant nothing to them.
No…less than nothing.
She was just a girl.
Just a body to use.
Just a soul to abuse.
And she trusted them.
I knew a pretty girl
who never knew truth.
The boys fed her lies.
Soon, she forgot how to cry.
I knew a pretty girl;
She did not.
- by Esme Amarinth |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 11/16/2008 |
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- Title: Skeleton
- Artist: Esme Amarinth
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- Date: 11/16/2008
- Tags: skeleton bulemia poetry
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Comments (4 Comments)
- sweet little mouse - 01/04/2009
- Normally the jagged inconsistencies of free-lance poems distracts me and irritates me, making it hard to enjoy the poem as a whole, but I am strangely in tune with this one. I guess I can feel the rhythm of the thought behind it, and I enjoyed the subject a lot. This is so true for many girls. Thanks for sharing.
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- musicbyme - 11/21/2008
- same as naturalemo.i like it alot and hope she'll find a better one.4 4 me.keep on writing i hope to here more poems from you
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- Sweetie_Rinelle - 11/20/2008
- just wanted to say I loved the poem. it is so real, so much that you can see it as it's how alot of girls view themselves. awesome poem 5 stars
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- Firomaniac - 11/16/2008
- i hope this pretty girl is alright. i bet she is really beautiful on the inside and out. maybe she will find the right one
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