• i haven't felt this way since my first love,
    the warmth of someone calling my name.
    My heart thumps harder when ever you hug me,
    your sweet embrace is like the rising sun.
    so breath taking and warm, it makes me want to hold you,
    tighter and closer, never letting go.

    but sometimes i think that i'm out of your league,
    it's painful when i think like that.
    i try to brush away these painful feelings,
    But the agony in my heart just won't stop.
    i wish i could be more to you then just a friend,
    some one that you could depend on,
    someone that can comfort you in the darkest of times.
    I wish i could tell you, these feelings i have for you.
    The things i wish i could say to you,
    the things i'd do just for you, but im just too afraid,
    more afraid then being shot,
    more afraid then being the last human on earth,
    even more afraid than death it-self.

    your reply is what im most afraid of, if i tell you
    what will you say, 'yes' or "no"?
    the anxiety makes me want to kill myself.
    Do you feel the same as me?
    Or am i just being a selfish fool?