• i feel like a shadow
    that no one wants
    that no one will remember
    if the light consumes
    my life and kills my inner being
    crying on the inside bleeding
    on the out holding my breath
    watching as the pain consumes me
    people watching in curiosity seeing
    if i make it though the day
    watching hoping that this is
    the day that this is
    the day that my hourglass expires
    as i grab a rock and throw it
    in rage i wish to the creator
    that i hit that hourglass
    watching it shatter and my life
    essence flood and drown me
    hoping that if there is a god
    that he understands why i do
    what i do and he forgives me for
    my bullshit and my soul
    rests in peace