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You wanted my story so this is what you’ll get
I’ll tell you what’s on my mind, my dirty little secret.
I’ll let you know what My story is because there’s nothing left to do.
The fact of the matter is I fell so deeply in love with you.
I fell for you hard, faster than I ever thought I could
I tried my normal routine but you didn’t react like I thought you would
No matter what you were always there
Smiling happily letting me know that you care
And before I knew it I was flying high
Reaching up and setting in part of the sky
I never had ever seen before
And no matter what I did I found myself wanting more
I held myself back and told myself “no”
Because I knew I could hurt someone, I knew how it would all go.
I didn’t want to cause anyone pain
So I sat back, sat on the sidelines of the game
But after a while I got sick of watching and wanted to play
I decided whatever happened, come what may
I love you with everything I am and I couldn’t make it go away
I decided that no matter what some how I would find the right words to say
I always struggled with what to do
And even now I struggle with what is true
I’m jumping off the deep end, drowning in my own tears
Because I never felt like this in all of my years
My tears are of both fear and joy
Because I know I’ve been fighting for you, boy
And I didn’t want to hurt anyone but it’s already done
I didn’t mind my tongue and I loaded the gun
I pretty much shot myself in the foot
Because I, for once didn’t play by the book
And now I fear I’ve sunk my ship because I didn’t hold myself back
I fear I’ve hurt someone I love because at the time it was control I lacked.
I’m sorry I never spoke up but I couldn’t find the voice to speak
Every time I found my voice I always found myself turning meek
As soon as she walked in the room, my voice disappeared and I sat down
I sat down on my little bench to watch the game wearing a fake smile instead of a frown
So basically what I’m saying is I love you
I’m sorry there is nothing I could do
I told myself “No” and didn’t ask why
I told my own heart to forget the feelings and lie
But no matter what it’s not going away
I don’t what else to tell you, I don’t know what to say.
I’m sorry you don’t have to do anything
You wanted my story, so this is what you’re getting.
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Title:
You Wanted My Story
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Artist:
kira_elric
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Description:
I wrote this on Labor day after I got in a fight with one of my friends, over a guy we both fell in love with (stupidly)
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Date:
10/07/2008
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Tags:
wanted
story
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