i hate

• Artist: toxicXteardrops
• Description:
• Date: 10/05/2008
• Tags: hate

I hate how I'm judged by what's around me.
I hate how most people think I'm happy all the time.
I hate how I'm the one that led them to believe that.
I hate how I cringe away from people when they're mad.
I hate how I can't make people smile.
I hate how I cause my friends so much distress.
I hate how I feel most of the time.
I hate how I get so excited for things and then wish that I had just stayed home.
I hate how I consider some people my friends even after they stab me in the back.
I hate how I cry over who I'm becoming.
I hate how hating you isn't possible without hating myself.
I hate how I hate myself.
I hate how I listen to you.
I hate how I don't have the courage to call anyone to get them to stop me from hurting myself.
I hate how I just posted this.
I hate how I don't listen.
I hate how whenever I need them, my friends aren't there for me, or if they are, I've already convinced myself that it's going to be okay.
I hate how I'm usless.
I hate how I suck at everything.
I hate how I can't bring myself to cry unless someone's just told me how they really feel about me.
I hate how most people tell me they hate me.
I hate how I tell everyone how I'm depressed.
I hate how I can't stop.

Comments

[ShadowBells19]

ow...you feel the same emotions i do, but posting even though you hate you did?

[Sugarhigh234]

No offense, but you shouldn't really repeat the words "I hate how" > <.. And.. you're kinda.. bashing on yourself? o 3o and us?? O.o

[Mizzy14k]

the peom sounds like me but i also love those flaws
they make me human and i know wat poeple are my friend cause they dont care about them

[Cheating Time]

I agree with Alfuncoot. I'm not trying to be mean, just constructive critisim. Maybe if you did it more like this?

I hate how I'm judged by what's around me,
most people think I'm happy all the time.

[supersurfer8]

...i love it. very nice form. make more plz! lookin forward.