• Imma waste
    And I swear it
    I listen to music through headphones that cover most of my head
    So I’m mostly not in school
    My teachers out for a death
    And I won’t do the work
    My other teachers are here and healthy
    Still I live somewhere else
    While they are spewing knowledge into the air I breathe
    I’m so ungrateful
    Wish i was less awful
    Imma waste
    This I promise
    I am too blessed
    Look at me
    Sitting in my luxury
    This expensive uniform
    For my expensive school
    that I by all means did not earn
    still my parents hope
    and I am smiling and say thank you
    but look I’m still a waste
    I know it I know still I sit here and rot
    I sit and I sit and sit
    Till my back curls over and my tailbone aches under my deadweight
    You said I was the one you knew who didn’t go to your school
    Funny it’s the opposite for me
    I am the one at my school who knows no one
    You are a part of my life, which exists only outside school
    You said I was the only one that could make you laugh like that.
    That with no one else do you laugh so often
    And you forget when you’d get tired
    unconsioness wrapped you up on my shoulder, on my lap, so you didn’t have to stay awake in the absence of laughter
    No that’s no place for you now
    Only beauty because that’s what I require, now you’re mine