• people say they know pain
    know what its like to go through
    they say its something to get over
    like a relationship that went bad

    but if they can say that
    then they know nothing
    pain is always there
    embedded in you so sharp
    its like a needle in your heart

    they always say
    nothing lasts forever
    but they're wrong
    once you experience it
    it never fades, only grows

    people would call you crazy
    for wanting more, think that you've gone insane.
    but pain is like a drug
    you cant get enough
    always going back for more
    and hating yourself for it.

    your friends say blame those who caused it
    but you cant. its not their fault.
    you blame yourself
    for letting hope grow when it was never there...

    people wonder how one knows so much
    over and over they ask how
    when the answer is so clear
    to know so much one must experience it.