Not Worth Loving

• Artist: kirshichan
• Description: The thoughts I have about myself, the ones that all the time are with me while those around me are loved
• Date: 09/16/2008
• Tags: worth loving moon alone

I sit here and I watch the stars come out
One by one the small lights show
The moon is glowing now and watches us all
All the people that sit on the grass and think
The ones that kiss their girlfriends or boyfriends under the starry sky
The ones that just watch the clouds drift buy
The ones who take walks alone
I am included in a few of those things,
Watching the clouds,
Sitting on the grass
Walking all alone
I think when ever I do these things
Why is it that I'm not in that second group?
Because I never will be
I am not one that can be loved like that
I don’t think I ever will be
I don't deserve it anyways
I do all these horrible things
The ones that cause me to fall, crash, and burn
The ones that upset my friends
I don't know why, but I don't think I'll ever be worth loving
And here I stand
Thinking about these things
While those around me are in love
Those around me have lives
Those around me are loved themselves
Once again I say
"I'm not worth loving"

Comments

[scitama]

Don't worry, it only seems that way at the moment. Time changes everything, and before you know it, you're life will change too. ~Time is the only thing that will heal our wounds~

[xXxKiss_Me_GoodbyexXx]

i feel like that too

[Gary_LJ]

... u know u r worth loving... I can't luv u like that... I luv u as my best friend though.