• feeling in the rough ...
    like some sketch of who i once was
    long before I began...
    pale lines
    empty eyes ...
    as it were if i was to be left undone
    ... just a thought in the mind of God ...
    nothing particularly special....

    But today it seems ... slowly the details are returning..
    filling in ..
    my hand trembles ... pressing on ...
    my fingertips trace the outline of a smile now..
    My heart dances , revels in memories ...
    memories of a time when words weren't needed..
    memories of when all the pain was conquered, defeated ..
    I'm nearly whole again ...
    cracks disapear and i'm not quite so broken..
    I smile within ... as i lay here and dream of you