• Turning your head at the numbness and excruciating pain
    You jerk back as you feel the needle jab your vein
    The syrupy white substance seeps through your blood stream
    Little by little the pain dies down and it's what it should seem
    Your body breaks into convulsions the substance went into reverse
    Kicking, screaming, shaking, sweating you begin to curse
    Laying on the floor, then crawling around like a child
    Body aching, heart beating fast and wild
    Everything goes black it's like you're blind
    your tweeking hard and clear outta your mind
    Smashing Pumpkins plays in the background
    Friends cries and screams are heard all around
    Everyone grows silent as you begun to quit shaking
    A blood curdling scream signals the silence is breaking
    Your heart will no longer beat
    So we put you in a box and buried you six feet
    Roses and crosses cover your grave
    Now you're no less a person someone can't save
    We all felt your pain
    But you're the one to blame
    You told me to brace myself it was going to be a wild ride
    When your face turned to ashes and your soul died
    It seemed like forever as we watched your body burn
    But through it all we seemed to have learned
    A lesson about life and death
    And wonder when we will take our last breath.