• you find yourself hiding
    behind smiles
    and nice benign words
    all the while hoping
    that the deeper meaning
    behind those words
    will be heard

    and you've been saving all your time
    for a life you thought you'd left behind
    and the person you are
    has become the person you were

    you're moving forward
    looking backward
    you're really not sure

    and all you know
    is that this is all there is
    and after all this time
    you once again find your lips meeting his

    and it feels the same
    yet different some how
    no other time , than just.. right now.



    and where this road goes, well you just don't know
    But you need to go
    and in time the conclusion will begin to show

    but until then..
    keep the faith
    say those kind nice words
    keep that smile on your face


    and all will be revealed
    and it will be okay